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Radiant Moons
06:09
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I yearn, for lunar power
Lusting for an entire life
Screaming to Titan and Ganymede,
To Dysnomia and Phobos, and all known between
Radiant moons – shine!
Radiant moons – divine!
They breathe me in with tongueless languages
Ascendant beckoning
I transfix my gaze to ever blackened skies
Overwhelming sights
Leveraging their cosmic ways
My body contorts, forms new shapes
I become their satellite
Reborn, from ancient stardust
My lust finally fulfilled
Radiant moons – shine!
Radiant moons – divine!
I molt the flecks of life’s true origin
The knowledge within
An omniscient and moonlit reverie
Overloading senses
All secrets of the universe
Revealed at last
All questions ever asked – I can now answer
All life ever ended – I can truly comprehend
All empty gods before me – I can now usurp
All power ever imagined – I can now wield
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2. |
Formication
05:20
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Skin oozing blood
I must claw away the aged
I need to molt again
Discard my old flesh
Discard the human remnants
I have transcended since
The sense of formication
Lunar insects crawl within
Breeding their divinity at my behest
They crawl! I watch them in blurring vision
Chrome dust mites infesting
Penetrating the hypodermis
Setting free my old innards
But I feel faint, old life draining
Just a byproduct of rebirth
Can’t lift my head
Powerless over self
Insects keep crawling
Cut, carve, unearth
Darkness seeps more deeply
Limbs no longer movable
In a puddle of stale blood
I’ll soon reincarnate in cosmic light
I am lifted – the blood puddle gone – now in motion – but not yet strong
Not yet strong, not yet strong
Not yet strong…
...but soon!
I know this to be true!
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Palliative Care
05:38
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I awake to angelic luminescence
These are the thousand moons of my dreams
I reach to touch but my limbs are fragile
Shackled in buckles and chains
Does my sight deceive me?
Try to reconcile real and dream
Does my memory betray me?
Nothing is sure but these chains
Pull with all strength, pull
Push with all strength, push
But it’s futile
These aliens laugh
My immobility an amusement
This gurney a plaything
My limbs made mere toys
Palliative care, I hear
The words offer no solace
Against my will I lay
In static agony
I lay in demonic coalescence
These are the thousand nightmares awake
I’m forced down in these contraptions
Needles forced into my eyes
Have my ears been removed?
No difference in scream or silence
And the extent of my wounds?
I thrash again in these chains
Palliative care, I wretch
A patient or a prisoner?
A recuperation or an end?
Medication or inebriation?
The cost of sustenance
Paid by free will
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4. |
Cacophony
04:00
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I scream aloud for hours it seems
Laughs resound from the halls
Their senseless words form discordant sounds
A mutilated cacophony
Syllables stretch in wavelengths unhearable but to the deaf
Watch their mouths for the answers
But they form unformable shapes
An impossible dichotomy
Of noise in a soundless tomb
An unexplainable sensation
Only spoken in words without existence
Like voices of the sirens
Treading deathly noise upon me
No! Their commotion burying me
Suffocating cacophony
Suffocating, the weight of sound
The vile syllabic symphony
My screams muffled by black tape
They’re castrating my vocal cords
Laying in a desert of silence
With any lifeforms only far away
Life around belies me
The stillness of silence binding
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5. |
Beneath Hope
03:44
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Beneath hope
Beneath hope, there hides in wait a void
An amalgam of doubt, despair, and sorrow
Life falls beneath
Through the bleak seams
A vast abyss – cold emptiness
Pure mass, a gravitational weight
Enveloping spirit and strength
Willpower and desire drained
Crushing to ashes of disdain
When disdain and despair are above
What lies below?
Beneath hope, and further beneath
Beneath hope, lingers a shade of death
The only option left to heal the distress
Life falls beneath
Through the bleak seams
A vast abyss – cold emptiness
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6. |
Malice
03:42
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Malice, all that’s left
A hungering hatred
The devourment
Of the abyssal sands
Imprison me, will you?
In the name of ‘health’, but I’m well again
The toy no longer
The suffering ends tonight
Channel the lunar bodies
Their tides bolster my vigor
Attaining again my true cosmic form
The cocoon bursts in rage
Malice
The punishment dealt
Interplanetary law is mine to define
And the law decrees execution
Pools of crimson
I channel the blood moon
Such unearthly pleasure
...
Ravish me!
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7. |
Feral
05:24
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Hunter becomes the hunted
Omnipotent one becomes hated
The lunar bodies demand more, more sacrifice
I launch spines from the shadows
They lurch through bedrock and mud
Impale the bodies of the innocent, mounted trophies
Feral, thriving on chaos
Eliminate all resistance
Innocent or otherwise – prey
To me as the cosmic maw
Panic crushes their spirits
My influence grows by the hour
The lunar bodies have endless hunger, I must serve
Feral, thriving on chaos
Eliminate all resistance
Innocent or otherwise – prey
To me as the cosmic maw
The unfolding entropy
Worn as a glorious crown
A starlit trophy
Branded as an enemy
Bending the limits
Of human belief
My immortality unquestioned
Draped in celestial carapace - I tread unknowable pathways
Ferocious at heart – ferocious in spirit
My lunar shield verdantly grows
Hunter reaches the apex
As the moon eclipses the soul
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8. |
Red Eminence
05:32
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Pulsars, speak
Reach and embrace
Could it be? Their presence shown
Their presence felt, for me alone to know
Call to me, play with me
Scald my flesh, with your icy beams
Pulsars speak, such tender songs
Unending psalms, of lunar worship
Enchant me, enrapture me
Port my vessel, into your dreams
Red eminence
Lights pulse for miles
I weep in joy
All senses stimulated
Enveloped in euphoria
The alien source, it was you all along
I’ve punished their transgressions
I’ve slaughtered in your names
I’m ready to transmorph
A newborn demigod
Born! Under the pulsing lights
Born! Under the red eminence
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9. |
Pioneer
04:56
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The serene silence of space
A majestic realm to traverse
I’m the first former earthling
To rule this interplanetary domain
The boundaries unknowable
In an ever expanding universe
Unafraid and ambitious
Call me the pioneer
The lunar bodies, whispered in tongues
I listened closely, became the pioneer
The human-named solar system
Left light years behind
I’m planting infinitely-faceted flags
On the stars left in my wake
Incalculable, unfathomable speeds
Vigintillion phantom limbs on a centillion worlds
The lunar bodies, whispered in tongues
I listened closely, became the pioneer
Moving faster than expansion
The black end coming in sight
In moments, I’ll truly know all
The universe’s secrets revealed
A black wall crash!
The lunar bodies, whispered in tongues
I listened closely, became the pioneer
All matter, space, and time are mine
I become an infinite deity
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10. |
Radiance
06:30
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Snap awake to a bright room, curved puffy walls
Soft to the touch, but my limbs are restricted
A strange device hums nearby, near this plastic chair
Tug at the shackles, simultaneously tug myself back to reality
In my silence, the room is mute – the air is stillness
In my muffled screams, the room hears naught – no one to care
The needles snap back, a forceful injection
What’s inside unknown, sustenance or venom?
My stomach feels full, a lack of hunger
Without the ingestion process, at their control
My mind feels clear, a lack of haze
Without critical thinking, at their control
The absolute powerlessness
Restriction of all flesh and form
An unchosen cage for an unknown time
Their needles probe, prod, prick away
Am I alive, if I’m not free?
Am I again a mere research toy to play?
I strain to recall the lunar names
But my memories have been erased
My synapses cultivated by doctors
As alien to me as anyone has ever been
The end of radiance
The end of free will
A prisoner as a patient
A corpse in suspension
Brain tries to gestate
Body tries to create
Their needles simply erase
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